Diffidence of their own abilities, and fear, which
heightens the anxiety for public favour, are pleas usually urged by the youthful
writer: may I, while venturing for the first time to speak of myself, be permitted
to
say they far more truly belong to one who has had experience of both praise and
censure. The feelings which attended the publication of the "Improvisatrice"2 are very different
from those that accompany the present volume. I believe I then felt little
a 2[Page iv]beyond hope, vague as the timidity which subdued it, and that excitement
which every author must know: now mine is a "farther
looking hope;"3 and the timidity which apprehended the
verdict of others, is now deepened by distrust of my own powers. Or, to claim my
poetical privilege, and express my meaning by a simile, I should say, I am no longer
one who springs forward in the mere energy of exercise and enjoyment; but rather like
the Olympian racer, who strains his utmost vigour, with the distant goal and crown
in
view. I have devoted my whole life to one object: in society I have but sought the
material for solitude. I can imagine but one interest in existence,—that which has
filled my past, and haunts my future,—the perhaps vain desire, when [Page v]I am
nothing, of leaving one of those memories at once a good and a glory. Believing as
I
do in the great and excellent influence of poetry, may I hazard the expression of
what I have myself sometimes trusted to do? A highly-cultivated state of society must
ever have for concomitant evils, that selfishness, the result of indolent indulgence;
and that heartlessness attendant on refinement, which too often hardens while it
polishes. Aware that to elevate I must first soften, and that if I wished to purify
I
must first touch, I have ever endeavoured to bring forward grief, disappointment,
the
fallen leaf, the faded flower, the broken heart, and the early grave. Surely we must
be less worldly, less interested, from this sympathy with the [Page vi]sorrow in
which our unselfish feelings alone can take part. And now a few words on a subject,
where the variety of the opinions offered have left me somewhat in the situation of
the prince in the fairy tale, who, when in the vicinity of the magic fountain, found
himself so distracted by the multitude of voices that directed his way, as to be
quite incapable of deciding which was the right path. I allude to the blame and
eulogy which have been equally bestowed on my frequent choice of Love as my source
of
song. I can only say, that for a woman, whose influence and whose sphere must be in
the affections, what subject can be more fitting than one which it is her peculiar
province to refine, spiritualise, and exalt? I have always sought to paint it
self-[Page vii]denying, devoted, and making an almost religion of its truth;
and I must add, that such as I would wish to draw her, woman actuated by an
attachment as intense as it is true, as pure as it is deep, is not only more
admirable as a heroine, but also in actual life, than one whose idea of love is that
of light amusement, or at worst of vain mortification. With regard to the frequent
application of my works to myself, considering that I sometimes pourtrayed love
unrequited, then betrayed, and again destroyed by death—may I hint the conclusions
are not quite logically drawn, as assuredly the same mind cannot have suffered such
varied modes of misery. However, if I must have an unhappy passion, I can only
console myself with my own perfect unconsciousness of [Page viii]so great a
misfortune. I now leave the following Poems to their fate: they must speak for
themselves. I could but express my anxiety, an anxiety only increased by a popularity
beyond my most sanguine dreams.
With regard to those whose former praise encouraged, their best recompense is the happiness they bestowed. And to those whose differing opinion expressed itself in censure, I own, after the first chagrin was past, I never laid down a criticism by which I did not benefit, or trust to benefit. I will conclude by apostrophizing the hopes and fears they excited, in the words of the Mexican king—"Ye have been the feathers of my wings."4